Recovery;

Anonymous: I know who you are, and it pains me to even begin to think you could say such horrible things about me through ambiguous comments on a journal you are by no means forced to read. As to whatever might have brought on such feelings toward me, I am unsure of, but you clearly have some underlying qualms with me as a person and as a friend, and I can't believe it is you that could actually say those things. I thought I knew you better, but it turns out you're just an avarice person with no empathy or compassion anymore, and that is overwhelmingly sad because you used to beam with ambition, and now you simply look down on everything, maintaining a negative outlook on life itself. If you are going to continue to ignore me and speak badly about me, then that is your right to do so. I will just stop trying all together. I refuse to make efforts to speak to you when I know the response will be a shrug of the shoulders and a head turn or a snide comment under your breath. Grow up.

I'm cleansing myself of contamination and starting over completely. I suppose that has to start with a reevaluation of the people in my life, even if it is not my decision.