you don't care if you die at dusk.
It's so many people who never see the light at all."
Elizabeth is leaving tonight. I'm not quite sure how I feel about it. God knows I'll miss her more than life itself, and it's going to get harder each day. But I still have the times we've shared together for the past 2 and a half years. It seems so overwhelmingly trite, but all we have are memories; it is all we know.
She is my inspiration to do well. In some senses, she has been my muse. Mostly, she has been my mentor, and I can't say that enough. I love her with everything I am capable of, and letting her go is something I don't feel I am ready for, even though she is. She is ready for life to lead her out into the horizon, and she is equiped with all of the necessities. I just wish I could say the same; I hope some day I can.
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That picture is beautiful. Tell Elizabeth I wish her the best. She'll be happy and successful, you and I both know it. I don't know her very well but I admire her for taking such a chance by going out to Colorado!
In the meantime, I'll resume my post as one of your best (if not THE best) friends.
I know! I love that picture; it was taken in Florida over spring break from my dad's girlfriend's balcony. Can you imagine waking up and falling asleep with that every day? Goodness!
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